Well I'm doing okay after all the running around I did. My son and I had a long drive in traffic, took 3 hours for a 1 1/2 hour drive to San Diego for the Cowboy game. All that mattered to me was that he enjoyed it since it was his first Pro football game experience for him. I'm so glad I got to share that with him, who knows if we will ever have that opportunity again since he is growing up so fast. I dream of seeing the Dallas stadium some day and so does he! The Disney watershow was fun too, I liked the dinner outside in the patio under the shade. Thanks to both Scott & Judy looking out for me! I made it through the two adventures.
As for my job, I just found out yesterday, sadly our part-time receptionist was layed off to hire another more experienced full-time person to cover if I'm ever out sick. It's like how can you feel happy or relieved you weren't the one "cut". It made me feel so sad and I cried because it was all my fault things had to change at our office because of my Lupus. Even though she tells me it was better her than me because I have two kids to support, it still was just so wrong. (Had to stop-crying again) I felt like running into the closed office door and tell my boss, just let me go, I'm the issue here! But I had to swallow my words, because it was true, I have two kids to support, one with Diabetes and the other with no Dad around. I'm all they have. It all just felt horrible, like the lamb being slaughtered right before your eyes and you do nothing. What could I do?
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