January 18, 2010 from my old paperJournal

I had a small flare, if that's what it was, I don't exactly know what a real flare is supposed to feel like. I had back pain, neck pain, headache and nausea. I couldn't eat. I needed to lie down. When my neck hurts it's very uncomfortable felling lying down helps me feel better. I woke up with some sensation on my neck but no more nausea. I lose my appetite when I feel a flare. I worry about my bills. I'm late for the 1st time ever in my mortgage short $700 this month because I missed two days of work and then had a car accident that wasn't my fault and had to pay a $250 deductible to fix my car. Not much I can do about it.